In a box somewhere in one of my closets is a photo of two white cribs tied together with big bows: one for newborn me, the other for newborn twin Shelly. So the story goes, after we identical infants arrived home from the hospital, Shelly and I cried inconsolably until we were placed together in one crib, where we were happy.
We eventually learned to slumber alone in our own cribs. By the time I was 10 we lived in a two-bedroom old bungalow on Chestnut Street in Redding, where my three sisters and I transitioned to bunk beds. Shelly and I bunked in one bedroom, and our two younger sisters bunked in the remaining bedroom. Our mother slept in the living room on what, to most people, might look like a pair of twin beds pushed against the walls - daybed style - with fitted checked covers and matching bolster pillows. Our mother called them punees - a holdover from our time in Hawaii. Anybody's mother could sleep on a double bed in a bedroom. Our mother slept on groovy punees in the living room.
The bottom bunk was my bed of choice, because it gave access to the upper bed's support slats; places to stash my Nancy Drew collection and other precious stuff beneath the top bunk's mattress lining, stapled to its wood frame. Over time that lining sagged and hung like old mosquito netting.
I also liked the bottom bunk because it was cave-like and didn't require a climb to reach the top bed, which may have been the first time I realized I'm not crazy about high places. The down side of being on the bottom bunk was the top-bunk sister could dangle her arms and hands down from her bunk, and pretend she was a scary creature, complete with sound effects. "I'm a ghooost! I'M a ghost!" I know it sounds lame, but when you're 10, and it's dark, those dangling arms were terrifying.
By the time I was a senior in high school I'd graduated to a trundle bed, which, once again, I shared with my twin. No doubt about it, the stationary bed was the better choice. The movable trundle was such a hassle. When it was time to go to sleep, the under-bed person had to reach below the bed, grab the bar on the bed, yank the bed out, and engage the mechanism to make the bed pop up. Nine times out of 10 I'd just pull out the bed and leave it lowered, which rendered it not much more than a mattress on the floor.
I married just a year out of high school, and for the life of me I cannot remember where we got our first double bed, but we were poor students, so I'm guessing it was a second-hand bed from someone in the family.
By the time I was pregnant with our first child, we had a waterbed, an unfortunate '70s novelty whose invention probably had something to do with heavy drug use. Having a waterbed required we extend a garden hose to the ground below from our second floor apartment to fill the bed, which blows my mind now that anyone - especially insurance agents and property managers - would think those waterbeds a good idea. I remember our first night in the apartment, before the water had a chance to heat, which resulted in a bone-chilling cold akin to a full-body brain freeze. As the pregnancy progressed, the sloshing, undulating waterbed was more like waterbedding torture, so I opted for sleeping on the floor.
By kids No. 2 and No. 3, we finally came to our senses and traded the water bed for a queen-sized normal bed. I now know these were some of the best years. This was the bed where newborns sometimes slept with us, not because we believed in The Family Bed, but because we were too exhausted and sleep-deprived to return the babies to their bassinets after their feeding and/or changing.
These were the years of toddlers finding their way into our bed after a nightmare, or to the edge of the bed in the middle of the night, where they'd utter the fateful words that were always followed by a quasi-liquid disaster and a night of washing sheets and pajamas.
Mom ... I don't feel good.
That marriage ended after 16 years, but I kept the bed until my next marriage, to a guy who wanted our own bed. Fair enough. Thirteen years later that marriage crashed and burned, so I fled, and left my heart and marriage No. 2 bed in Igo. My son and daughter-in-law gave me a queen-sized bed that my daughter-in-law's parents gave her after she graduated high school. That bed was a mourning bed during those heart-broken years. I often wondered why I didn't just get a twin bed, because after years of being married and sleeping on "my" side of the bed, out of habit, that's where I stayed, despite being alone. My side. The other side was a place to pile laundry and toss excess pillows.
Although that queen bed was already past its prime when I got it, it's what I've had for the last six years. And it's been fine. Until recently, when I hosted a couple of house guests who stayed in my room. The next morning, when I asked how they'd slept, the woman's words surprised me:
"Your bed is not comfy, especially for a couple."
That was it. For the first time in my life, I wanted a new bed. My own bed. Just the one I wanted. No more second-hand beds for me.
I shopped local and sought expert mattress counsel from high-school buddy Pat Buckley at his family-owned Best Price Furniture and Mattress in Redding. It's the same place I bought my guestroom bed (which guests rave about, by the way).
It's where I also bought my current Airbnb sofa bed, and my favorite Ashley couch, which is powder blue with flowered pillows. In fact, if you're really sharp-eyed you can see one just like it in the right side of this Best Price Furniture and Mattress showroom photo.
This time, I was on a mission for a brand-new queen-sized mattress set.
Pat insisted I try out the beds and actually lie down on each one, which felt silly, but I got over it. I went from bed to bed, flopping down and and resting on each one to see how each mattress felt beneath me. As I tried out the beds, Pat talked and shared a lot of mattress information, such as the fact that people like me - back-sleepers - have it made when it comes to finding a comfortable mattress, because our weight is evenly dispersed from our head to our feet. On the other hand, pity the side-sleepers, because they have a bit more of a challenge with bones poking from shoulders, hips and knees. Too-firm a mattress will be uncomfortable for the side-sleepers, much as a too-soft mattress will be a problem for stomach-sleepers.
Me? I like a firm mattress. And that's what I picked out. But not just any firm mattress. I got a Tension Ease Stress-Free Sleep orthopedic mattress that has a pocketed coil system with comfort layers.
My old bed? I passed it onto a friend who needed a guest-room bed. I'm so dang strong now that I just dismantled the entire bed myself and hauled everything out to the living room to await its pick-up.
It was Noni Doni's Wild Wednesday with the grandkids - ages 5 and 3 - the day Best Price delivered my new bed. After the bed was assembled and the Best Price delivery guys left, the kids climbed up on the bed and rolled around on it like a couple of excited puppies. They got busy doing snow angels on my new clean, mattress.
With enthusiasm, my grandson pitched his "great" idea: "I know! We can come over and sleep in your new bed with you! All of three of us! Come on! It will be fun!"
Hmm. Maybe. But not before I invest in a heavy-duty moisture-proof mattress pad to go with my bed's new sheets, pillow cases and bed skirt.
Until then, I'm enjoying my new, super-comfortable bed so much that I look forward to going to bed on it each night, where I sigh and fall into a deep, peaceful sleep.
Smack dab in the middle of my very own beautiful bed.